hey everyone. im back from Chelsi's house.. and yesturday was a BLAST!

went to BAM with Chelsi and met Jacob and Bryan there.. oh god. well first Bryan picked up a sex ed book and followed me and Chelsi around the store while reading it out loud. and then he was on the phone with Brandon (25 cent) haha chelsi.. and this is the convo between them.. or atleast what we heard. "Yea i have sex with Animals.. it was the goat last night yea yea the camel couldnt come shipping problems or something. Oh okay.. well Bring the Camel Bye"..CLICK and then Jacob took my purse and was like" Okay lets go" and Bryan rolled his shirt into a bikini thing and was all walking gay like and he was walking with Chelsi down one of the book isles and i was walking with Jacob and Bryan goes "Oh dang you fine!" and Jacob was like "stop hitting on my Girlfriend Bryan" and Bryan goes "oh no hunny i wasnt talking about her.. i was talking to you" and Jacob like shoved me infront of him to protect him haha it was great.... i was walking with Jacob and he stepped on the bottom of my pants and he ripped them even more than they were ripped.. (at the bottom) haha...i bought drinks for everyone and like Bryan was like "Jordan what are you having?" and i said "a mocha Frappachino" and he looks at the lady taking the orders and goes "hmm that souds good.. ill have one too!!" hmm i miss Jacob already...and i just saw him yesturday and i freeking miss him. and then like Jacob kept picking me up and holding me and it was sweet, god im so happy im with him. =)

Jacob wants me to go to this Party with him tomorrow and.. i dont know whos it is.. but i mean its on this one road that my moms friend lives on.. and like i want to go really bad so i can see Jacob.. but i dont know if moms gonna let me.. i hope she does...
i have this feeling right now that when school starts this [what we have] will end and if it does.. ill be heart broken.. i really like him.. and i dont want anything to happen to us.. i mean..2 different schools... other guys and other girls... but i dont want another guy.. i want him still and like i just dont know if its going to stay this way... i wont be the one to change it....i hope he wont either...

OH p.s. im going to the Mall to get new Clothes for school.. and the warped tour.. THIS WILL BE AWESOME bcuz Jacob and his Sis might go to the same mall that im going to.. hope i see him!!=)